Khamosiyaan....

  11:56:26 PM,    Saturday, 23 August 2014 ..    I felt like hell was trying to do some insane stuff, I really want to end my life at that moment,    I am totally in a blaze of anger, heart-broken and somehow want to die at that time, was holding a blade, and was about to kill myself and at that sudden moment, a very old friend call pop out on my Google chat was bit confused at that time of night why she calling me?? She never calls me in  past 7 years of our friendship why now!! and  i received that call and that and said checks your msg..   when i open up that chat box, her first question   She:tum to bhul hi gya tha hoga na mujhe. .:-)   me: naa bhula nai bus study busy(well that's a lie, was about to end my life)   And on the second moment, she said you hiding something am I right?  Well before I tell you about that night let me tell you about her first l...

Kuch Armaan ab bhi baaki h.... Isliye ji raaha hu mai.. Kuch aag ab bhi seene mai h, isliye ab bhi halaato se lar raha hu mai.. Khwaishho ne dum tor diyaa h, Zimmedariyaan h isliyee tikaa hu maai..  Ha mar Chukaa hu mai...

Mujhe Bhi apni Chaahaton ka Samandar Dila Do, Tum par ho yakeen koi ishara dila do, Tumhre Alfaaz Jhute hote , Apni Nighaaon se kuch keh do... 

Humans stand apart from all other  Creatures on this planet due to their ability to absorb wisdom, delay gratification, and create change through the invisible power inside their minds. Animals and computers can be trained for tasks but cannot invent new thoughts or ideas. However, simply through practice, humans can grow and learn: even the poorest child has the ability to become a doctor through education and determination, but even the smartest animal cannot learn how to read a textbook. Humans are born with the mental power to free themselves from the chains of their natural selfish instincts and embrace millennia of wisdom that leads to wealth, power, and success. As a human absorbs knowledge and wisdom, some will experience their Awakening: a pivotal moment when their minds evolve to a level of understanding that is higher than the majority. They begin to see themselves as strings in a universal tapestry with a duty to uplift their fellow humans, and quickly under...

Welcome to my home. Hell within the dome.   People with black robes passing by. Couldn't see past their mask, even if you try.   See the smiles on the real ones face? See the tears leaving their trace? See the red glowing eyes behind the mask? See the blue eyes of the Angels after his task?   In ones face, the one with the tear trace. The one with the red-eye. The one who refuses to really cry.   The one with the blood all over their robe. The one known threw out the globe. The one with the small smile on his face.   A smile is hidden behind his mask. A smile, one not to ask.   A smile was hidden in the heart. The one who lives with a missing part.   The red eyes will turn blue only past the mask can you see what’s true.   The mask of emptiness. The mask of cold. The mask as hard as gold. The mask full of the lies told.   A dark mask for a dark heart. But not if you're really smart.   Look behind the red-eye. You will see what wants to c...

 Hey, Listen... I have walked this Earth for thousands of years... I am timeless...The dark that whispers up your spine at night.. that is me... I have Gone by many names over many lifetimes... Cursed to walk the earth forever... or until The Sun finally Claims me... I am Vampyre in its truest form I live from the energy of others I nourish my self with their blood... I take only what is needed...mostly. I descend from a place long gone in history never to be remembered or thought of. Its ruins lie under desert sands and bury all that remains of my clan. I walk alone in life as it should be... My Existence in solitude isn't so bad, like you it is filled with whatever pleasure, pain, or love I choose to create. Yes...Vampires can love..in fact, we love far more intensely than humans... We have extreme gifts that come with a price... Some say immortality is a gift... but watching all that you care about die is torturous. If you must have a name for me the...

Why couldn'’t I feel the warmth of a sunbeam Nor could I sense the color of breeze For I’m stuck in a gloomy dream Since the time you evaporate at ease Never could I again be enchanted in your magnetic voice Nor could I hear the familiar whisper that warms my sensation I’m only left stuck in fleeting memories without choice Trying to feel you in my minds that deepen Baby, I’m stuck in lovesick that much Life without you renders me in darkness I’m out of breath for you are beyond my touch My dampened heart leaves me swathed in sadness Baby, please come back to my side For I’m frozen without your presence Hold me warmly against your heart inside Preferring to melt in your arms in silence