Khamosiyaan....

 Hey, Listen... I have walked this Earth for thousands of years... I am timeless...The dark that whispers up your spine at night.. that is me... I have Gone by many names over many lifetimes... Cursed to walk the earth forever... or until The Sun finally Claims me... I am Vampyre in its truest form I live from the energy of others I nourish my self with their blood... I take only what is needed...mostly. I descend from a place long gone in history never to be remembered or thought of. Its ruins lie under desert sands and bury all that remains of my clan. I walk alone in life as it should be... My Existence in solitude isn't so bad, like you it is filled with whatever pleasure, pain, or love I choose to create. Yes...Vampires can love..in fact, we love far more intensely than humans... We have extreme gifts that come with a price... Some say immortality is a gift... but watching all that you care about die is torturous. If you must have a name for me the...

Why couldn'’t I feel the warmth of a sunbeam Nor could I sense the color of breeze For I’m stuck in a gloomy dream Since the time you evaporate at ease Never could I again be enchanted in your magnetic voice Nor could I hear the familiar whisper that warms my sensation I’m only left stuck in fleeting memories without choice Trying to feel you in my minds that deepen Baby, I’m stuck in lovesick that much Life without you renders me in darkness I’m out of breath for you are beyond my touch My dampened heart leaves me swathed in sadness Baby, please come back to my side For I’m frozen without your presence Hold me warmly against your heart inside Preferring to melt in your arms in silence

A spell has bound me. I don't know what you'd be doing this minute I keep thinking of it every moment. My heart was lost days ago It has become your shadow refusing to come back. wherever I see I feel you are there nothing is seen except you you don't let me sleep at nights how shall I rest? you don't let me wake at morns 'cos you are in my dreams. How shall I resist your spell? - . !...

"Are you in love with a woman you can't have? " That certainly is not true; I may not always be yours physically But I certainly belong to you. You are the light in my eyes The smile upon my face; You are the beat of my heart You are my arm's most treasured embrace. You are my first thought in the morning My last one when I close my eyes at night; You are the one my love embraces And one day I will be by your side. So, you see, your friend was mistaken For we love each other that is true; I may not share your last name But I certainly belong to you.........

Love is not for the balanced. We're not meant to fit in, but to bust the boxes. Even when I'm not right, I'm stubborn. Until the other person develops his arguments better. To seduce is to poking, bumping, filling the bag, exposing the fantasies, rehearsing new approaches, not giving up the personality, contradicting expectations, making drama to plunge into comedy. The tare calls for exclusivity. Sex depends on conflict. To be the best person is an offense to me, I want to be the person of choice, the person I need.

On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed. On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks and make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?" And God agreed. On the third day God created the cow. "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves, and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and ...

........The need, it drives right through me.  In each and every vein, the power overwhelms me,  you can tell She's here again  The sweet, sweet words of loving the passion that's insane,  her soft caressing voice, the tones, the feel, my name . . .  The soft and lulling heartbeat, the rhythmic moving skin,  and when all of it's over and I look above, all I see is her.........