Khamosiyaan....

I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you............

"Yesterday when i was lonely sitting writing some notes, i felt a breeze passing through the net of my hairs, i felt as if it whispered something in my ears, which i cudnt recall although i tried a lot.... i closed my eyz for a min, i saw a picture of a face in my eyes, in search for that i opened my eyes, but i was unable to see anyone around in the garden while moving through soft grasses, i felt as if someone i moving my side, touching my shoulders,holding my hands, but when i wanted to find:who was it i wa unable to find him. yesterday when i was lonely sitting. a breeze moved trough my ears shaking my ear rings.... which made a sweet soft note of love, i felt as if u have shaken my ear rings, as it was moving with so much pleasure, kissing my cheeks, then when i stopped writing... i understood itz my dream, thats want to hold ur picture itz my imagination, thats want to imagine u and only u itz my feelings, t...

From the beginning of my life I have been looking for your face but today I have seen it Today I have seen the charm, the beauty, the unfathomable grace of the face that I was looking for Today I have found you and those who laughed and scorned me yesterday are sorry that they were not looking as I did I am bewildered by the magnificence of your beauty and wish to see you with a hundred eyes My heart has burned with passion and has searched forever for this wondrous beauty that I now behold I am ashamed to call this love human and afraid of God to call it divine Your fragrant breath like the morning breeze has come to the stillness of the garden You have breathed new life into me I have become your sunshine and also your shadow My soul is screaming in ecstasy Every fiber of my being is in love with you Your effulgence has lit a fire in my heart for me the earth and sky My arrow of love has arrived at the target I am in the house o...

        I'd watched you watching me; I'd watched you trying not to let it show each time I turned around there you'd be trying to look the other way (but just a bit too slow) Why did you take so long? Why? Didn't you know that I was watching too? I know you know I know you know I know! ......................

Come let us talk, you and I Of this and that, the now and why..... How this day a year ago You promised me love and more It’s lovely under this open sky To lie back and wonder why..... You chose me and I you To live together forever true.... There were others a pretty score Who could’ve claimed your heart before.... What held you back the other times From taking vows with wedding chimes? I dreamt of you before we met... A secret which I closely kept But never did hope to see This fancy turn reality.................

   I need love, To soothe my heart, I need hate, To know we're apart I need care, To feel Important, Want you to stare, At me constant I need carelessness, To experience exclusion, I know you'll always, Remain an illusion I need trust, To feel together, We'll be first, To know each other I need mistrust, To experience betrayal, This will teach me, To cope with all in real I need you, To experience all this, And having you, Will make my soul, Rest in peace. . ... .... .

And sometimes it happens that you are friends and then you are not friends and then friendship has passed and whole days are lost and among them a fountain empties itself. And sometimes it happens That you are loved And then You are not loved And love is past And whole days are lost And among them A fountain empties itself into the grass. And sometimes you want to speak to her And then You do not what you speak to her Then the opportunity has passed Your dreams flare up